Checking the sails

I’m pretty amazed with how my life has changed in less than a year. I woke up one day and I just knew that I will never be the same again.

As I read through old posts and journals entries, I realized that maybe I finally grew tired of everything. I grew tired of worrying too much so I decided to let go of it.

I crashed, crumbled and fell. I tried hard to put the pieces back. I had to start over again…and I knew had to do things in a different way.

Little by little, I make efforts on overcoming my fears. I started facing the things I have been avoiding for so long and I’m still willing to work on overthrowing them completely.

I feel more alive.

It doesn’t feel perfect and I’m expecting huge waves of future setbacks but it really feels fine.

I know I’ll be fine.  ♥

Because I feel like posting it…

 1. Do more. Never let ideas fleet away.
2. Join an acad org and a non-acad org next sem.
3. I’ve got quite a few number of clothes in my closet I have yet to wear. I must wear what I really want to wear and not the first thing that I would see…Wear those outfits I put together in my mind.
4. Think of parties…and cosplay.
5. For music stock and some photos
6. This sedentary lifestyle makes me feel weak. I badly need physical activity. Whenever I have enough of it, I feel hyper…And yeah, so I can rock any outfit. (See no. 3)
7. Pass, er, Ace Math 11!!!!!!  Enough said. 
8. Never call it a day when all you did was Facebook and sleep. (See no. 1)